Finally He stops before you and says, “I’m calling you to come into the high fires and let My glory fall upon you,” and gazing deeply into your being He continues, “but it will cost you. You’ll have to die to your reputation, your theology, and all of your ‘religious formulas’. You will have to let go of your fears and your control. Do you love Me enough to come, or will you be content to live out your life in the back pews of the church?”
You sit quietly for awhile, pondering what to do. You’re afraid to say yes but more afraid to say no. Glancing over at the beautiful vessels, your spirit stirs within you and your heart says yes! But this seems dangerous … it could cost you everything … even your life!
Then you remember when Jesus said, “He who has found his life shall lose it and he who has lost his life for My sake shall find it” (Matthew 10:39). You think about some people you’ve known. They started so well but ended up apathetic and lukewarm toward the things of God; more influenced by their carnal lifestyle than the truth and counsel of His Word.
You believe it’s the Lord’s desire for all to be chosen vessels. But are you pursuing the high calling and destiny the Lord has purposed for your life, or do you shrink back … not willing to pay the price?
As a clay vessel, you must take a journey. The steps in this journey can sometimes be painful but they are necessary for you to be transformed from broken bits of clay into an anointed vessel that reflects the glory of God.
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It’s not easy to ‘die’ to what other think of you, your reputation. Anyone who says it is, is only trying to fool you or worse, themselves. Your reputation is something you’ve been taught to strive to protect, and losing your reputation is like the worst thing that could happen.
But what if Mary had chosen not to believe the angel who delivered the good news that she was to be the mother of Jesus, even though she knew what that would mean to her reputation? Jesus would have still been born, but to another… and Mary’s life would have looked much different because she missed the high call.
It would have been much easier for Joseph, or Moses, or Noah to refuse their commissions and just go along with the flow, not causing any waves. But, they are some of the Biblical greats whose lives reflect the magnitude of the Lord’s anointing, with many other lives and souls set free because of their willingness and obedience.
And what about your theology? Could you put aside something you learned to receive a greater truth from the depth of the Word? I challenge you to do a word search on “you have heard it said” in the Bible. What you will find is the teaching of Jesus that was greater than the teachers of the law. For example: Jesus said in Matthew 5:27,28, “You have heard it said ‘do not commit adultery.’ “ “But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.” In one fell swoop, Jesus called the hypocrisy of the religious crowd to account by exposing their hearts which were full of adultery even though they kept the law and didn’t actually do the deed.
What could be exposed in our own hearts, should we really, really examine them in God’s light?
